It's Foreclosure Monday.

I'm perking up a bit...

And.. it's a weird feeling to know my house in Tucson is being foreclosed on today. Letting go... moving forward... all good. Need to make sure I have no extra meaning attached to the fact that I was not able to keep my financial obligation to that house going.

I did come back from India and say I wanted to let go of a bunch of things. And this has been a good lesson in letting it all go. Cleaning up the wreckage of my past has been interesting. And I seem to be at least plodding through the mire and slowly getting some stuff difficult stuff handled. All of this financial stuff has weighed heavy on my brain. I liked having money most of the time. And now that I don't have it... it's fine, just different. And as I have said here before, I wish I would have zero'd out my debt when I could have. It'll all work out. And I am learning to maintain my sense of self esteem through all this.

Now I need to get all these calls handled and then I can ponder some lunch.  It should turn out to be pretty damn productive. I need to connect with some venues in Albany now... that next on the list.