6.17.2010

no meeting... just yogurt.

at the shop early.

Focused on what is immediately in front of me...and not too much else just yet, hence the late post. It's hot out, and not very many people out and about. I need top get my supplies together for leaving tomorrow afternoon too.

I'm pondering what the chiropractor had to say yesterday.
She essentially said most lower back stuff is centered around insecurity. So I have been looking at the multitude of ways that I am insecure. Not in a bad way, but an honest way. The fact that I have basically been without any balancing and grounding force has been fairly prevalent in my life the last 3 plus years. I think my struggles to develop a deeper sense of spiritual awareness has been nagging at me and as I sit in AA meetings and listen to a somewhat traditional view of "god talk" I always bristle a bit. And I think that has kept me from delving back into some step work. As I would love to find someone to get some work done with... and keep cleaning up my side of the street, it's time to seek out a sponsor.

My fingers are crossed.

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