Oh Thursday!

I can kinda taste my coffee for the first time in about a week.. that's major progress!
So I'm gonna go ahead and say I'm damn near well! With some caution and taking it a little easier to ensure I don't relapse. My ears squeak a bit when I blow my nose, but I guess that's just for entertainment purposes.

Had a dream with my pals Susan and Jane in it... we were all at the same aeropuerto and I was so excited to see them... and the flight was full and I couldn't get on it. An underlying not so subliminal message that I still have angst in regards to touring. I felt so cut off..then again... I am cut off. Right now anyhow. As I get back in the flow of life with mega happy swirling around, really this touring is the only nagging thing. The hindsight from not touring this long has shown me how I would really like to create the job and be even better at it. And at the same time, the longer it takes to get back out there I only feel like I am getting farther away from it. Working for the right people makes a huge difference. The job is the job. The job is enhanced when you have a simpatico energy with those you are contributing to.

We have the simpatico down pretty beautifully at The Poco... and I have had that same simpatico vibe with several touring musicians. It's just life I guess... some you love and it's a great fit and some you don't. The difference is getting the job done and maintaining your overall integrity need to prevail .

I'll be curious to see what will have happened a year from now. Feels like I am on the verge of some big sumthun.. not necessarily job or anything... just feels like I am breaking through some old stuff that has held me back my whole life and it's time to create that big bold beautiful life at this new level.
And then again... maybe I'm just waaaay too jacked up on coffee and I'm not making any sense.
Nah... it's real. It's all very real.