Productivity.

Doing something. That is what seems to make me happier... having things on the list, making a difference.. maybe I was just uber bored and not depressed? Jury is still out. I have had a few things to do up here, and I'm nowhere near as sad. That's good. My job app got turned in today, and I have some hope for that. In the meantime I'm gonna paint some doors and trim around here to keep busy. I'm good at that. One foot in front of the next. Very simple.

And while I'm still holding out hope that at some point someone in the music business "needs a Wendy" at least I can say I am being a bit proactive in taking a few baby steps forward in getting though this. Shit.. this has been a rough time. So grateful Rachael Sage had me out on the road for even that short run. That really helped me hold my head up a wee bit higher and at least see some good.