The reality...

Oh sometimes reality is a bitch slap you knew was coming and yet you really didn't want to feel the sting. I am too verbose and more than willing to stand up for things that are so blatantly off kilter. And at this point, I am pretty sure that things I spoke openly of, and in the vein of wanting to get stuff out in the open to do what I could to make it better (read:take one for the team) I am pretty sure my time with a band is done. I wondered if it would be like that... and the lack of response to my inquiries about any more work has me understanding fully that all I will be getting is this...

 cricket... cricket...

 Onward then... I am learning to let go. It's all I can do.