What the hell day is it?

It's Friday?

Shit... I have to get to the little co-op by 8! I going to work these 4 day stretches for a bit to get some financial bumps covered and actually try and save up some dough in case of emergency. I haven't really been able to do that over the last several years. I gotta just rely on my efforts and my skills to bank a little bit-o-cash for the rainy days.

The Mother Unit's health scare was quite sobering for me. Now that she is continuing to get better and better, it's time for me to look for ways to make some $$ and get some financial stability/security instead of going kinda paycheck to paycheck.

I woke up in a bit of a panic this morning worried about money.. I had a dream my pal Lizzy opened a shave ice cart and was really happy. That dream was triggered by talking to friends at dinner last night if the old shave ice machine at POCO was for sale. In the dream I was far away watching. As someone who rarely remembers dreams, this always has me pay attention.

It wasn't so much a sense of, "Hey! Where is MY tasty shave ice cup?"

It was more like," What do I get to do? And why are you guys so far away?"

So... I will look to balance my fear of economic insecurity with creating some opportunity to make a bit more money. I don't make that much... I can stop backing kickstarters for artists and slow down on bringing musicians/performers through Bisbee to conserve a bit so I am not freaking out. 

All this over a dream about shaved ice...

Geez! I am a piece of work!