Today I have to let El Frida go. If anyone really knew how much this van has meant to me... and STILL means to me they would see the extreme sadness and conflict I have in letting it go. Letting go is my big lesson these days.
Ok, letting go has been my lesson in a big way for the last 6 years, but this is a big one to be letting go of. When it rolls away, I have solved the problem of needing to move it for the 4th of July Coaster Race here, but little else is comforting. The money will enable me to pay for my bills, but that's no consolation really. Just necessity. I am dreading this, it's true. The fact that El Frida is going to someone I love will comfort me eventually. Just not right now.
I am sitting in some sadness about letting go of something that started my less-than- semi-pro tour managing career with me in 2007. Oh, Frida.
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