Truth.

I am relieved.

The Mother Unit is home.

It is hard to be over here trying to keep on the good positive path with processing the last few weeks in my head all the while worrying about The Mother Unit or what job is (or is not) waiting for me back in AZ. Both have been weighing heavy on my mind till I got word she was home and happy... now I just have to be concerned about the job.

Being the black or white thinker that I tend to be, I have much trepidation about my return to the wee co-op and not having the same tasks and responsibilities. And then there is the simple fact that I have been gone a while and have lost any pull when it comes to actually getting enough hours.  The time to have some belief in my abilities to deal with this all gracefully is upon me..