We are getting some massive wind here... predicted up to 60mph gusts! Yikes! Crappy day out there for a classic car show but this is the day. Main Street is closed till this evening for what is supposed to be a great car show, but this weather with the wind and a chance of storms a bit later, coupled with the 67 mile I-10 detour have the feeling of "maybe not so spectacular" written all over it.
I figured out why my life has become so routine and less than exciting.. I have not done any real footwork to make it anything but that. I know this down time has been good on so many levels, but the vibrant unstoppable part of me that longs to be challenged in the world (and out in it..) is a bee in the bonnet.
The huge and obvious benefit of being stationary is being closer to my mom. Hands down the best heart thing. For both of us... I know she appreciates me being closer.
And being immersed back in Bisbee is so good for me and my balance. I know this whining about "what's next for me" is a constant theme for me these days.. but when you have nothing to write about externally going on, what's left is the inner workings and I am not shy about that these days.
I guess more will be revealed... it always is.
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