And as usual..

My topsy turvy roller coaster ride of a life has me in a new place today.

Calm.. peaceful.. and grateful.

Having had that last tour with Dave Eggar go so well really raised my confidence level in a healthy way, and it validated that I am really good at this. I grew into that in the last year plus of not touring.
Taking the time to put my house together here in Bisbee and getting grounded. And then taking all of that and getting back out there. It's a well rounded experience of having hit a nasty bottom in sobriety, letting go and reaching out for help and trusting others when my brain was going haywire. My mom, my therapist... my pal KK.. and all of my go to peeps who talked me down throughout. And helped carry me to this moment.

Fleeting moments as they all are... but this one sweet moment of being present to the fact that I feel like I have never been a better human being than I am today. That is saying a lot.

And today? Well... now that I feel so strong, I need to decide if I am keeping Sprint or jumping to Verizon.. no better time to conjure up the inner warrior than now. I had 30 days to try Sprint and while I definitely get service here in the house, out there on the road it was less than stellar.

S'all good.

My pal Susan Werner on the playlist... singing "I Can't Be New" giving me a sense of added sweetness on this sunny morning.