I will be the well rested one today. I was in bed by 10. So far it's been pretty much what I geared up for. Show up and do whatever I can to make my pal Meredith's life easier. A little traffucked moments yesterday had me a bit stressed, but really only because we had to get someone to the aeropuerto during rush hour.

My mind has been racing about show production in Bisbee and what it means to me to have good music in my town. Emotionally that Mia Dyson show meant a bunch as a real dream come true happened. And it was a helluva roller coaster ride. I upset some people in Phx. And maybe in Bisbee too.I cleaned up my part. And now with someone in Bisbee prodding me to bring a really big top show on my list for next year, I am faced with my fear of not being good enough. And, when you don't have the support you really need.. well, it's just a lot to fathom. Just having a moment as I gear up for watching show production done right and feeling a little small. Caffeinated, but small.

Having taken on bigger things has taught me so much. And don't for one second think I really know what I'm doing. I am flailing wildly on the inside while doing what needs to be done. I have a great attitude and loads of gratitude to keep me moving forward one day at a time.